open your eyes

i can't breathe. its returning....that feeling of desperation to see light and have fresh perspective. i'm in over my head and need that hand i trust, desire, and need to pull me out from under all this chaos. my world is spinning around me at such a fast pace i can't keep up.
open your eyes heather...look into those that grasped your attention. take a deep glance into their past, needs, wants, and purpose for your pursuit..and question their intentions. never hold trust into an undeniable mistake. where do you go from here? whats the next step to make it all just be better? never leave your dreams and aspirations in the wrong place...don't lose them. glance over and leave before your left.

i don't recognize my priorities anymore because they are so clouded over with distractions. black and blue enhances the views...whats in store for my future. i feel like i'm back in high school dealing with the issues i never thought would follow me into college and slap the pursuit of happiness down with disappointment. expections ruin your outcomes..just enjoy the life you are given and take each action with a view of no consequence. thats the beauty about stepping forward, is you never know where it is it will lead you. life moves on with or without you...so you better keep going..you can get through this temporary loss of direction. You dont' have to have all the answers. its the journey in finding the truth that makes life worth living. don't give in to the temptations you don't desire..staying true to yourself is the inevitable reason for your existance. never become that one...that person that you never reach to be.

breath in. breath out. it will be ok..but i thnk its time i take a quick step back from all the commotion and realize my potential and what i deserve. to come back with a fresh outlook ready to make a wise decision on where i will lead myself.

look at this link
http://illbenearyou.blogspot.com/

go down to the escape one. thats me...my lesson taught to angie and anyone else that actually listens to me rave about life. i need to never forget that this is who i am, was, and should always be and keep that idea close to my heart.