throw it away, forget yesterday..we'll make the great escape

do you realize that one day can make or break you? one hour could make the difference of life or death...even one minute.
just thought i would give you a little food for thought. makes me think about how i spend my time...am i taking advantage of every opportunity and every moment?
i can't be too picky..we are all allowed down time. i just feel like i have time to spare that i could use to be helping someone else or being productive. but of course this is summer and this is the time to relax and enjoy. I just hope that the next school year i'm pro-active and i make something of myself at my school. I've got potential i never use. but here i have new opportunites...no need to hold back. so i guess i need some motivation..which as a senior in high school we all seriously lack. but i hope i have it next year. my biggest concern is concentration.....as a girl who easily can be distracted, i need to learn to be focused. i guess i'm just rambling...i thought i had a point to this entry but i really dont.
its due time for a famous heather escape...i wonder what it will be this time. i guess i just need a break from everyone. I'm at a place in my life right now where everything is starting to become uknown and out of my normal comfort zone. a time for great change...which i can't complain about because its exciting. i live for these kind of rushes...but at the same time it can become over whelming and i need to take a step back and breathe.
one can only take it a day at a time...but its planning the future that frustrates me. There is so much i want to do...and i want to make sure i do it all.
ok well its like 2 am and i don't feel like rambling off the top of my head anymore.