moments.
timing.
need.
want.
desire....
how do we get it right? you always here people say.."i'm waiting for the right moment.." what exactly is a right moment? why wait? ok so i guess i started off with too many questions.
but i'm just so...hopeless when it comes realizations. i know its ok to not know what you want...but i can't stand it. I like to know facts...know whats in front of me. but instead i stand in the middle of an empty road..look around me and can't seem to find a path that looks safe..desirable..comfortable..me. i hate that i think so much...i hate that i make a decision and immediately regret it. I can never stay in one place at one time..what is it going to take for me to stay?
but then who says i have to choose. i mean should it really be this hard? no probably not..i just make it more difficult.
so i'm probably confusing the hell out of you... but i mean..its not like i really understand what i'm writing about either. I looked at this blank page just ready to write and i'm not even really thinking about what i'm writing...just typing away. hoping that as my fingers move across the keyboard the answers will soon appear across my screen.
@#$%^&*()_(*&^%^&*()*
i just don't even know anymore
i'm tired of all of it..every single piece
WHY CAN'T IT JUST BE OK?!
i feel like i'm trying so hard at life..and failing constantly
see..there is my problem right there..i'm trying so hard
i faced a hard truth yesterday...and i'm having a hard time moving on with it...its time that i change
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