Monday, September 17, 2007

when the lights come on this whole place gets ugly


[photo by me from ashley mckinney's wedding 2007]
can't breath
can't think
can't control my emotions
can't feel
can't eat




sufficating and i need air.

why can't i ever just say no? i know what i want...i know the way it should go yet i still manage to get myself into the wrong situation. i'm so overwhelmed right now with everything i can't control any aspect of it. i feel like everything i look at isn't real anymore...where am i going? what is going on?

i just want to run and keep running...never look back. but i have no where to go

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