121 posts later where do i stand? what points have i proven..what messges have i put through...where have i inspired..where have i let down...where have i crushed another..where have i misguided
"to be fond of something is better than merely to know it, and to find joy in it is better than merely to be fond of it.."
confucious wisdom at its finest.
i would like to believe that rather than looking for our answers...we find joy in quetioning. where is the fun in the known? without the search..we have nothing to hold our interest. always hold a desire because when its gone..what do you have to find happiness in. i believe its the "what ifs" that keep our minds thinking. to find content in life is an accomplishment long deserved..and fortunately i have breached my breaking point and rockin the stability. there are things that could be better, there are letdowns, and points of confusion and total frustration...but without these moments of weakness...how do you balance out the good. its a slow process but i'm truly finding out who i am, what my flaws are and where i reach perfection. confidence building and insecurities permeating more and more. its a wierd feeling. my greatest accomplishment is the "letting go"...and its one of the greatest feelings. a wieght that dragged me down for 2 years...lifted and keeping me moving at life in a faster pace.
so i guess here is the main wonder..what is my desire?
i desire what i deserve. simple and plain..but so much meaning behind it all.
so where do i go from here? forward..with few glances back.
life is good...take advantage of your exhistance...don't let me down.
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